Finding......

I still hav lots of things to learn...
I dun understand many things...

i still not required the ability of
showing my feeling...
taking care of a person...
loving a person...

Tat's why.... i hav no reason to continue my journey...
I'm traveling everywhere to find this ability...

Someday.... i'll return wif it wif great courage n abilities...
but.... it maybe won't be any intersection point tat time...

Time machine......

时光机常被人们认为是一架可以回到过去以弥补遗憾的机器，
但如果每个人都可以回到过去，
修正自己犯下的错，
那么每个人的一生不就是完美无缺了吗？

试问完美无缺的人生，
究竟会有那些事值得被收藏在回忆里，
在寂寞时拿出来回味呢？
痛澈心靡的事不在我们人生中出现，
我们还会珍稀自己拥有的一切吗？

爱，是一种可跨越时空限制的东西。。。
感觉不在了，怎么弥补也无济于事，
回到过去，你确定能把爱的截止日期延长吗？
时间。。。。永远不能控制爱的存在。。。

Endless... Hopeless... giv me 1 thousand years pls...

A card.... A song which i can't continue compose it....
A bouquet of roses which can't giv....
... I'll never able to giv all of this ...
.................
.................
.................

forever

I'm not tat good? No way~

Confidence builds everythings... Include the sucessing rate~

How can people acknowledge u, if u dunno how to show your ability at the rite time?
How can u show your ability well if u dun hav confidence to try your best?

Even failing from it, should u giv up so easily?

The anwser definately is NO.
It is because u dunno this is the end or not.

U'll surely found tat u r very weak at initial state, n duno how strong we can be,
but dun forget, weak people will try to become stronger, strong poeple always imporve slowly cause they r strong enuf.
Everyone has its own special skills n abilities.
This skill n abilities not born tat good at initial stage, they might be the things u'll work most of the time n imporve the most fastest~

The thing we need to do is just to devolope it n become stronger!!!
Never giv up when u falls, cause this is the time u become stronger~

I won't giv up till the very end, this is my way to success, this is HaOZh3's way!!!

把梦想拉近的实践。。。。

我的梦想，真的遥不可及吗？

2005年，我已经18岁了，世上成名的人，还有哪一个到现在还无所事事，成天做着和自己梦想无关的事？我想定下心来，专心培养自己专场，但像我这样表现平平的人要怎样才能和那些有天分的人竞争呢？

我，虽然没能比得上他们。。。但我能做的，也只有用尽全力朝着他们奔去。。。
无论是否能在前方和他们并走，我都会尽力！只要我还有一丁点力气，我都会坚持与他们竞赛。。。因为。。。This iS My WaY!!!!!

HaOZh3, wish you all the best in year 2005!!

真的解决了吗？

我一直往终点奔去。。。但最后才发现， 我奔向的。。。不是终点。。。

看起来没失去什么，但事实真是如此吗?
曾经以为得到了心中想知道的答案，心中就不会有负担。 原来这完全是两回事。。。
我不曾相信还能成为不能再普通的朋友，但我相信我能在得到澄清后放得下，我。。。又错了。。。
得到澄清后的我心中仿佛得到解脱， 但伤痛却又不断涌进心头，表面上的我装成“事情已解决，结局并不重要”。。。但我并没有想象中那么坚强。。。
她的确在我心中有着重要的位置，不是那么容易放得下的。。。说自己不在意，每当想起她或见到她，都会忽然失了神。。。直到现在， 我才明白这种感觉。。。。。。
现在我清楚知道我的目标是什么。。。我并没有努力往前奔， 而是在原地踏步。

I'm not going to giv up so easily till the very end....... This is my way... my life!
U can't do anything if u dun hav faith in yourself....
Confidence tat u gain is more important then the power u hav in your life.

12:00am of the new year...

It's 12:00am... I lay on my bed wif my eye wide-open...

Memories of 2004 keep flashing back , something i did wrongly, something tat make me regret, when i feel happy, when i feel hurt... I'm glad i've go through everything...

This is a new beginning for me.... i found tat i've gain something even though i lost something precious to me... Just at the clock strike 12, i've awaken.....
I finally get the answer. This is a good news or a bad news 4 me? I can feel tat my heart is hurt. But, am i the onli 1 who hurts?

I wan to free my heart! Definitions seems bothering me on everything. Fate is something will surely be PaSsed, dream is something tat may happened in the future... I Believe in dreams... my dreams... but my dreams now seems to be a fate...

Hehe, everything hav its solution, if the problem dun hav any solution, it dun call PROBLEM anymore. Problems r there to be solved. Now, i've solved my problem!
I'm glad i've grown up. Now, i wan a life which i wish ... I'm be myself!!