Time to go

Bonjour people!!! It's 9:30am and YES it's finally the time to depart. After the ultra short packing session in the early morning today(due to last minute yum cha session with fren) my luggage is finally packed, and to my surprise, I"M STILL ABLE TO SMUGGLE SOMEONE TO TRAVEL WITH ME IN MY LUGGAGE!!!!!!!(Any volunteer?? XD) %$#!@ Damn I'm such a light traveler, just hope that I didn't miss out anything...

So i guess it's time to say good bye... Good bye ppl please take care, good bye xiao bai please dun get sick when I'm away, good bye my dear Brighton and my beloved sunset please stay as beauty as u are, E noho rā I'll miss you all!!! =) and for all the ppl i'm going to see very soon, REALLY LOOKING FWD TO SEE U ALL SOON!!!!!

Journey across the great Australian continent, HERE I COME!!!
Au Revoir!!! =D

Tuu Tuu Trip

终于到了启程回家的前一天晚上，
决定以这样的方式回家，是想要体会在火车上如何度过3天2夜。。
一个不一样的旅程。。会有不一样的体会和感受。。
一个人提着行李，这样跨越澳洲版图，
被朋友骂了说我为什么不直接坐飞机回家。。。
自己也不明白为什么当初会做那么笨的决定。。
但我相信每一个决定无论好与坏，最后总会有某些收获的~
所以无论如何，好好的享受这段铁路之旅 ^^

自从从nz回来以后，有种感觉一直挥之不去，久久不能释怀。。
回到家疯狂的做了一大堆的歌曲，手指都弹破了，
却发现没有一个能表达我此刻的心情。。
想说得很简单，却又拥有如此复杂的情绪，彻底的败给了我的心。。

说到不正常的作息和饮食。。这就是最好的证据。。
才两天就堆满了这些junk food盒子。。=.=
不止钱包出血，我想我的胃也要出血了。。

今天又再一次觉得，真的要非常感恩，因为每一次在遇到困难的时候，
坚持到最后总会有所转机。。这次竟然很意外的给我拿到了一个offer。。
虽然还拿不定主意。。
不知到底要坚持做自己想做的事，还是暂时绕道跟着现实的脚步行走？
但我想，只要能学得到东西，没有偏离目标，走什么路都无所谓吧？
只要行得通，走得开心就好了。。。 =)

每一次要离开的前一个晚上，总会开始翻阅过去所有的回忆。。
回忆过去的一年里，真的发生了好多值得收藏的回忆，
不开心的我不记得了。。
但是开心的，却历历在目，从遇到的人，发生的事，得到的感动，
好想把他们冻结停格在发生的那一天。。永远保存起来。。。
其实过了那么久，惟有这次感觉我不是在对自己的过去作任何补偿，
而是自己好好的努力重新盖起的生活。。
一切得来不易，每一个事情都有它发生的原因，
如果当下找不到意义，那是因为时机还没有到。
现在回头看，恍然大悟，所有一切都是值得的。。。
想要好好的写几篇关于2010年的回忆和近期的游记。。

Sorry，又语无伦次说了那么多的废话。。
夜了，是时候开始 pack 行李了。。
晚安。。。

Flood

Been watching the news coverage for quite sometime, and saw it from the news even at Auckland.. felt really sad about this incident which I didn't expect to be flooded to such magnitude. And today, there's another cyclone going to hit Queesland again.. Really wish i can help a bit by volunteering myself there.. I feel so tiny in this world..

佩里肯的对话

你听见了吗？

好久不见！
想要写下这几个月发生的点点滴滴，
却在此不知道怎么下笔。
将要保留的放入大大的行李箱里，
剩下的，就让回忆带走吧。

再过两天，就要乘搭火车跨越澳洲大陆回马。。
一个人的旅程，会是怎样的心情？
遗憾的是，没有一个投契的旅伴同游。。
无论如何，一个人，也是一种幸福。。
让自己沉淀，也是一件好事。。

2011年，
我非常相信这年是一个全新的一年。
也是一个将彻底改变我人生的一年。
接下来的挑战，也更积极地面对！
什么该放下，什么该执著，
什么该一直守护着。。决不犹豫。。
做了的决定就要勇往直前，不要后退。
永远相信自己的那颗心。。
能做到的，一定能！！！
纵使曾经绕道，但回头看看，
其实已经慢慢的接近了梦想。。

You can neva cross the ocean, unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore...

So here I am.. ready to kick start another journey of my life..
a brand new chapter.. without any label..
YOSH!!! Wish me luck!!! =)

Conversation Between Pencil & Eraser‏

Pencil: I'm sorry....
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt becos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

Disorientated

Awake in darkness.. everything looks so familiar yet so distant..
has been 4days already since i got back..
everytime when i woke up from my dream.. this disorientated is so strong..
am i waking up from a dream.. or it's just another dream i'm having?
opening my eyes seeing things around me.. the furniture around me, i can hardly regconize it's my bedroom.. the feeling of having company around me.. waking up with someone besides me..
is everything happened real? or just another dream that will shattered into pieces eventually???

i couldn't deny.. all feelings are real..
coz i'll neva get used to the long loneliness i experience..
this disorientated feeling are real.. loneliness is real..
i subconsciously avoiding to feel alone.. i don't want to be alone..
my soul is trying to live within the happiness moment.. but the reality is..
i neva do..

想飞

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

...zen me you kai shi zai swing le.. nan dao yao yi zhi hong zha ma zui zi ji cai neng de dao pian ke an ning? kan lai jie xia qu ji tian dou bu hui tai hao guo.. xiang fei..xiang de dao zi you..ke yi ma? yan qian de wei zhi shu, wo bu hui mian dui.. you xie shi zen me ye xue bu hui.. shi wo tai ben.. ye mei you tian fen.. suo you gei wo de cuo bai.. wo zhi dao zhe yang hui rang wo cheng zhang, dan you shi hou neng bu neng gei wo xie ti shi bu yao tai guo wei nan wo le hao ma? wo bu shi zi wo ji li da shi.. wo ye xu yao bie ren de.. qi shi chang chang zhe ya zhen de hen leigh..wo da ying wo hui zai ci zhan qi lai.. dan xian zai qing rang wo chen shui pian ke hao ma? ru guo neng bu qu xiang bu qu fan.. you duo hao.. hmm.. hao ba gao su zi ji! ming tian you hui shi mei hao de yi tian! wan an.. ming tian chong xin chu fa!! gu te nai de..

Motivation Back!

Life is like on a swing,
moving downward is inevitable,
but we can allow ourselves to stay in the air for a bit longer
by just a gentle push =)

生命里难免会有高低，情绪中的起伏也是无可避免的。
我们无法控制不让他落到谷底，
但却能够缩短它停留的时间。


I AM BACK!!!!! YOOOOOOSH!!!

*继续努力！推掉面前所有的阻碍！！2011年！转运了！！！！！！XD

Lost Motivation

不明白为什么总是有那么一段时间
会感到如此沉重。。
原来，逃避是可以很辛苦的。。